Blue Inspiration In The Now

Blue Inspiration In The Now

31 July 2012

They Are All History






Give me little space
Leave me alone
I want to cry
Don't ask me why


Call it the end
Call it the beginning
A new season must commence
Leaving all the toxic souls behind


Give me little strength
By remembering 
Your love
I will try


One breath at a time
My tears will dry
No more sorry 
They are all history


Be here 
Be now
Be alive
Write your own little story
Riding through all stormy weathers
You will thrive


Give me little space
Leave me alone
No more sorry 
They are all history


























Soul Damage





The world is beyond cruelty
My soul is damaged
My wing is broken
It hurts me so much
I couldn't fly


Never give up hope
If letting go and letting go 
Is the only way to go 
I can heal my soul
I can heal my wing


Never again 
We will cross path
And please never again
We will say hello
If sacrificing others
Keep you survive
I hope you could strive 


The world is beyond cruelty
I forgive you 
I forgive myself
The damage soul
Needs time to heal












Last Breath




My love
Please hold me 
If this is my last breath
I want you to know 
I love you


My love 
Please hold me
If this is my last breath
Just hold me tight
Do not leave for a second


If this is my last moment
I want you to know 
If my heartbeat could continue
If I leave my body for good
Everything comes to the end
Nothing matter anymore
Only love


My love 
Please hold me
Do not say a word
Let love in 
Sink in silence


My love
Please be strong
Promise to carry on your voice
Let it out loud
The world is waiting


I will be watching over you
I will be protecting you
I will be giving you tons of blessings
I will be taking away your fear and worry
Only love and light
You will shine through
You will stand strong
You will smile again


My love 
I love you



Time Out







Time stops suddenly
I catch you
Something beautiful
Something enlightening
Something uplifting
Something soothing
Without this
Nothing matters

Time stops
I couldn't breath
Painful body
Painful heart
Painful soul
Little attack from many direction
All pointing fingers
Power struggle

Time out
Time out
Time out

Emotional trance
Beautiful transition
I remember a little moment
I am powerful beyond words
Because I know you love
And you care

Emotional trance
Painful transition
I remember a little moment
All the power struggle
Because I don't care
I don't need it

Time out
Time out
Time out

I choose time out
Not an exit
But move on
Time out
Time out
Time out


A Little Child







A little child
Remember you are so much loved
When you are really young
You are pampered in many ways
Family and friends
And many loved ones
Far and near
They just loved you

A little child
If you want to cry
Please do not hold back
Let it out
I will just be there for you
Still loving you for who you are
And who you have slowly evolving into
Nothing change

Please be soft with yourself
Losing the loved ones and closed ones
It almost take away all your life meaning
You lost something you have been fighting for
You lost something you have been always proud of
Are you not seeing what hurts you
Are you not listening what kills you
Are you not learning what gives you pain
Are you doing more of the same
Trusting and trusting
Looking for good fight spiritually
Can you be soft to yourself
Letting go and letting go
See if this could add to your edge
Clear your schedule
Off the duty
Close file
Only focus on what matters
To live freely
To love deeply

A little child
I hear your heart's deepest desire
I will hold you hand
I will hug you
I will kiss you
I will love you
I will take away all your fear
I will just love you no matter what


30 July 2012

Spiritual Closure




It's a promise
For myself
I must do it
I must finish strong


It's a commitment
For myself
I must do it
No matter what


It's a character
For myself
I must do it
Without this you are nothing


It's a passion
I didn't know 
I must do it
The spirit will flow through and to me


It's love
For myself
I must do it
This turns out to be a healing journey


I did not know 
How I get it started 
My soul has a message
Wanted to be heard
To be felt and traveled 
Far and near
To the right souls and hearts
Who are open 
Who are true 
Who are genuine
Who believe 
And trust 
In the unknown 
And many unknown
See things with new eyes
The most important thing is 
The trust in me


You may know know 
The tears
The worries
The fears
The sleepless nights
The intensity
The love in it


Remembering your love
Breathing deep and long
You give me strength
One moment at a time
This is all for you
Total dedication 
You know who you are


I promise
I commit
I must deliver
I must do it
With the highest standard
With the highest spirit
Because I know 
This is exactly 
What you are supposed to do
What you are meant to be


It's an appreciation 
For myself
I must do it 
For spiritual closure


It's an experience
For myself
I must do it
For another opening


It's an end
For myself
I must do it
Searching for the truth


Call it 
The End
It's a promise
No more






Sono Luminus




Listen to the song you sent
It is so beautiful
I am touched
And grateful


Search nowhere for love
It's within us 
The power
The love
I will embrace you
With open heart











                                                  Erasure  >>>  Sono Luminus

I never thought that I would reach you
Though I've been searching for oh so many years
This place I am seems unfamiliar
But there's a light to break through all my fears

Still, time and time again
I'm looking for the love
The one that can inspire

Lift me higher
High as heaven can be
Sono luminus
Love is here
Where it always will be
Deep inside of us

I'm looking out into the distance
The sound of thunder is rolling in my head
The sky is stretching out before me
Thanks for today, everything is blessed

So here we go again
Searching for the truth
Until the twelfth of never

Lift me higher (Higher)
High as heaven can be
Sono luminus
(Love can move a mountain)
(Yes there's nothing that it can't do)
Love is here
Where it always will be
Deep inside of us
(Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

Lift me higher (Higher) (Love can move a mountain) 
High as heaven can be (Yes there's nothing that it can't do)
Sono luminus
(Love can move a mountain)
(Yes there's nothing that it can't do)
Love is here (Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)
Where it always will be
Deep inside of us
(Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)
Lift me higher (Higher) (Love can move a mountain) 
High as heaven can be (Yes there's nothing that it can't do)
Sono luminus (Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

(Love can move a mountain)
(Yes there's nothing that it can't do)

(Love can move a mountain)
(Yes there's nothing that it can't do)
(Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

(Love can move a mountain)
(Yes there's nothing that it can't do)
(Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

(Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

Lift me higher (Higher)
High as heaven can be
Sono luminus
(Love can move a mountain)
(Yes there's nothing that it can't do)
Love is here (Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)
Where it always will be
Sono luminus

(Love can move a mountain)
(Yes there's nothing that it can't do)
(Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

(Love can move a mountain)
(Yes there's nothing that it can't do)
(Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

I never thought that I would reach you
Feels like the road's been going on for miles
Don't have to write or even see you
Cause there's a light burning on the inside

Still, time and time again
Looking for the love
The one that can inspire

Lift me higher
High as heaven can be
Our love is super love
Fly robin fly
Wherever you are
Saint or sinner be strong
Sono Luminus

Lift me higher
High as heaven can be
Our love is super love
Burn baby burn
Sono luminus (Where are you) (Where are you)
Sono luminus (Where are you) (Where are you)
(Where)

Something Beautiful




You tell me
You love life
Your little love story
Your little sadness
Your little pain
Your little loss
Your emotional journey


You tell me 
You love ocean
Your little creation
Your little dream
Your little passion
Your little smile
Your gift of life


I forget 
What love feels like
What love looks like
My dear friend
My soul is touched
My spirit is moved 
I want more


I cannot tell you what is it
You make the little girl within
Cries hard in her heart
It takes so much courage
To conquer the fear
She learns to open heart
She learns to let go fear
She learns to hold on tight
She learns to trust again
What is something beautiful 


Your little story
Her little world
Something beautiful


A little magic
She wants more
Something beautiful





Life is A Black Ocean




Have you ever seen a Black Ocean?
Full of mystery

Life is a Black Ocean
It knows your heart's deepest desire
The deepest hunger of soul purpose
You have a voice
The world is waiting for you

Be bold
Be naked
Be genuine
Be authentic
Be original
It's your signature

Life is a Black Ocean
When you think you have given it all
When you know
Deep inside your heart
You have a song to sing
You have a voice to express
You want to go strong

Life is a Black Ocean
It's the darkest
Coming close to dawn



28 July 2012

Going Against The River





How do I get here?
A little decision by decision
One at a time
Is this what I want?
Very much against the river
What is it that I am not seeing?
What is it that I am not listening?
Going against the river
Is very much the journey of a spiritual warrior
What am I fighting for
What am I willing to risk my life for
What is the meaning of my work
What legacy am I creating

I almost stop my breathing
in the middle of the night
In my meditation
I remember
This is the first time
I am so consciously about my breathing
And do nothing else
Within the breathing
I reconnect with myself
Without the breathing
Everything stop

In my stillness
I feel deep and strong
For my essence and presence
I am sorry
I apologize to myself
How do I get here
I almost forget
Can I go back
Can I do things differently
What about now
What is the best way forward

I need to feel my way
Back home

Today
I almost stop breathing
Pay attention
It is getting serious
What could I do differently
How would I live differently
What is my life meaning now

Going against the river
Put everything aside
Follow the divinity within
Back home







Emotional Connection





Few days ago
Met a great contact
A very successful woman
Someone who does not believe in marketing
Do nothing about marketing
Yet she is able to do export business
to more than 35 countries
To open retail shops
To create a name for herself
To own multiple properties
across the region
Wow
She must be so blessed
in many ways

First few minutes
I think there is no business going on
Can't even think about an angle to work with
And do not want to appear too aggressive
Only free flow of what the spirit wants me to be
It is not even a branding work
She is doing well
And need no help at all


I give her my heart
Only deep and conscious listening
It's the fear factor 
She does not want to go big 
She does not want to lose control
She is happy with now
Very good

We talk about life and healing
The inspiration
The empowerment
The women
Suddenly there is an opening
An emotional connection
Of what it could possibly be
Bang
That's it
I leave the meeting with open book

Two days later
Her assistant asks me for proposal
On the possibility of delivering a solution
To what might seem a short term
And a medium term on
Holistic marketing action plan

Wow
Be your own light
Let others shine
You are part of their light
At some point in time
It does not matter really
Light connects light
Makes the world a better place
A stronger empowerment
A stronger inspiration
A stronger woman
A stronger light





I Had It Enough






Today is Friday
This is not a normal week day
Working towards a beautiful weekend
I am wrapping some of the work
And ready to move on
My soul tells me
I had it enough

It is important to know
The difference of 'giving up'
and 'I had it enough'
This morning
To kick off the wrapping work
That is a strong message
I had it enough
10 minutes later
Some annoying voice tells me
I had it enough
Another 10 minutes later
A bitch shouts at me
I had it more than enough
That is the point of no turning back
I deliver my promise
I execute my commitment and plan
I am done

What remains of significance and meaning
I believe it will be manifested in time
The collection becomes a legacy
Where with the higher intention
Your work could actually bring others
To the new horizon
To their emotional breakthrough
To their healing

I remind myself
To be aware
Knowing I had more than enough
I remain curious to explore
New adventure and new heights
Life is full of mystery
That inner strength
Keeps me alive

I had it enough
Time to move on
Point of no turning back