Family

Home sweet home
A place where we grow up
A familier drama and behavior is shaped 
During the growing up journey
We do our best 
to live out loud
Our voice
On who we truly are
In pursuing our destiny


Many years later 
It seems only yesterday
Our papa and mama
And all our beautiful big family 
Sisters and brothers
And all the grown up second generation
With their loving significant halves
Make it to a big family to coming 30 people and more...
Close and far
All are deeply connected 
For one thing 
Family love
Family story
Family tradition
Family value


I am proud 
To be part of it


My family
My root


I suddenly see 
Few flying little birds
Over my head
So free 
So bliss
So love

Young Grown Up

Young Grown Up




Today
One of my family members
Sends me advance notice 
For the big days
It warms my heart
They call me sweet old aunty
Wow
Their love is so pure and genuine
I love it


The boy is a young grown up man
With tons of love and care
And successor for big family business
With golden spoon in his mouth
I am so proud of the family


Yes I am coming back 
For your big days


To celebrate 
A new life
A new beginning 
A new family
A new journey


Much looking forward 
I am coming back

Missing Family

Missing Family

It was one of those times

I am missing my family terribly

They have been my strength & motivation

We come to this world 

In searching our dreams & life meanings

In walking our life paths

Our family has showered us 

With tons of unconditional love & freedom 

This is one of those very special moments

I am thinking of all of you

You are my lovely family

You know who you are

In physical dimension 

and beyond this dimension

I really missing 

All of you...

What if 

I could choose again

I could re-make the second half

I could collect the sources of happiness & love

I could just free to be me

Growth & Mastery

In a new direction...

I am missing my family

And I could count all the blessings...

Focus

Focus

It takes a bit time
To refocus again
Sometimes I feel like
The time stops
For I totally indulge
In the moment
Sometimes I feel like
This is the only moment to live
Drop all the thinking
For the past
For the future
That never happen
The fear
The ego
Drop them all
Only for now
For this moment
That is the focus
That is the strength
I am building on
Moment by moment

Focus
Is in th breath
Let the higher mind
Show me the way

Yoga & Life

Yoga & Life


So beautiful
So graceful
Yoga and life
One of my friends 
Says my individuality
Yoga and space
Has been a big part of my life
That I need nothing
That I am nothing
That my life is empty
Is that true


So divine
So authentic
Yoga and life
The strength
The flexibility 
Has been the root of everything
You just know
When you need to be strong
When you need to go slow
When you need to let go


Life is movement
Movement is life
Be authentic
Be graceful


Every moment 
is a celebration


To end
To begin
To die
To rebirth
To renew
To rekindle
To breath again


Being alive is a deep joy
Yoga breath you through

Pick Up Life

1 April 2012


An intense month of March
It was over
Something rooted strong
I humbly and slowly picking up life
Breath slow
Breath deep 


Last night
I could not control 
But wept hard on the losses
And grief for someone very close
I had been holding hard
If missing you is now
I just let it be


Today 
My eyes are sore
Hardly smile
My dear sister 
cooks me a nice pasta
Simple foods
Full of love
I am grateful


This is life
Let it breath through me
I humbly and slowly pick up life
Breath slow 
Breath deep 
Still missing a big piece of me
Weeping hard on someone close


A lady friend drops me a line
She dreamt about me last night
Good dream


Pick up life
I humbly and slowly breath through
Strength
Moment by moment


My Holland family
Send me love
I humbly and slowly breath through
Strength 
Moment by moment
Pick up life

Crystal Cruise in Hong Kong

13 March 2012


Crystal Cruise 
Make a stopover in Hong Kong port 
For its World Cruise in 2012


This is a day to remember
A day that never seems the same 
The travel experience
The dining experience
It was the same
But the emotion 
Awaiting the most precious moments
Seeing papa
Is disturbing my whole being
Please hold on 
Please wait for me
I know 
Papa will do his very best


In retrospective 
For this date
I still weep about papa
Thank you
Thank you so much 
For your love


A day to remember
For the rest of my life