Find Strength

Find Strength

In the moments of confusion
I ask for clarity
In the moments of sadness
I ask for strength
To move through this difficult time

I am grateful
You are such a rare character
You have been my inspiration
For everything you do

I promise myself
To live an authentic life
No matter what
I suddenly appreciate so much
My inner journey
and all the significant moments
that change my life
Are made up of these little moments
of emotional openness
And I make a wish
To find strength again

Inner Journey

Inner Journey

Life is fragile
It throws us a few surprises
Along the way
Good and bad
And the ugly
Sometimes I do not remember
What is it like home
It's far away in distant
Yet it is so close
When my eyes are close

My ego is killing me softly
Falling down 100th times
And keep standing strong for the 101st time
As if no one is knowing and looking at me
And I know
You know

This inner journey
Is a new door to me
I let it be
If I feel like crying
I just cry hard
If I feel like weeping
I just weep hard
If I feel like falling
I just do not hold back
Give me a break

Sometimes it is a bit scary
It feels empty inside
For long
I learn and practice the emptiness
Not quite going far
Nonetheless
This season
I am getting close
To a new world of emptiness
It's real

I am a dreamer
My mission is to keep on dreaming
And feeling my way home
It's empty
Yet no fear could interfere
If I am afraid along the way
I just call your name
I know
You know
You will be more than happy
To show me home

Missing papa

Missing papa


The month of March
Full of memory
Memory of papa
I still crying hard 
Missing papa


The deep loss
The deep grief
The deep sadness
The wall of internal strength
Is falling apart
Missing papa

A Little White Butterfly

A Little White Butterfly

Simply stunning
You know
Who you are
A little white butterfly

Simply missing
You have showered me
with unconditional love
Then and now
A little white butterfly

Simply amazing
You hear my prayers
You hear my hope and dream
Your sudden appearance
Brings tears to me
A little white butterfly

What I wanted
The most of all
Is the harmony and happiness
Seeing all the laughter and joy
Amongst the family
You have brought us together
Then and now
A little white butterfly

Simply beautiful
Thank you so much
For your blessings
For your unconditional love
For your protection
You will always have a special place
In my heart
A little white butterfly

Simply grateful
You stopping by
For each of us
That you know we miss you
That you know we love you
That you know we ask for blessings
That you are watching over us
A little white butterfly

Opportunity Knocks

Opportunity knocks

I slowly came to deep understanding
What is true life path
The authenticity
The tenacity
The passion
The love
The essence of who you are
Be it
Opportunity knocks
At it's own timing

Let faith
Be the guide
Just trust
With whole heart
The essence of who you are
Be it
Opportunity knocks
At it's own timing

Opportunity knocks
Be ready for it
Be who you are
Be it

Unconditional

Unconditional

Call it love
Call it passion
Call it dream
You must know
I support you
with unconditional love

Call it authentic
Call it genuine
Call it my life path
I am thrilled
to be part of something big
Unconditionally

Time passes
Things change
You take me for granted
I needed to move on
Back to basic
Hardly survival

Call it stupid
Call it hurt
Call it loss
I am responsible for
my own life
You lack of clarity
You lack of risk taker
You lack of energy
You have mixed business with pleasure
that divert your attention and direction
Your realization of unconditional love
come into picture after coming to 20 months
That I still stand strong
That I still support you
unconditionally

This is the thing
When you give unconditionally
Love comes back in abundance
If this is conditioned within framework
I set myself free
Then I set you free
To move on with your people

Intentionally
Remains love unconditionally
Timing may change
Your China dream
Your China gold

Now you should know
Who support you unconditionally

When you are not ready to hear and see
It's better not to act
You will know
In your heart

Silence is power
Unconditional is virtue

Warmth

Warmth
With family love
They showered me
With tons of unconditional love
And many many deep layers of emotional support
In a foreign land
Knowing that
I am strong
With their warmth at heart

Warmth
With great friendship
They showered me
With tons of unconditional love
And many many deep layers of emotional and mental support
In picking up some pieces of life
Knowing that
I am strong
With their warmth at heart

Warmth
In missing papa
With his spirit
I promise to be strong
Knowing that
I am not alone
And supported by many beautiful souls and hearts
I find warmth in my heart