Taking a Break

Traveling
Is my inspiration

I am home 
In a foreign land
With family

Taking a break 
For myself
For my inner child
She wants to be loved 
And seeking inspiration 
With new eyes

September
Is a beautiful season 
Taking a break 
Is just so love so right 

Clearing space
Clearing agenda
Clearing mind
I am free like a bird
That is so me

Women Empowerment

Grateful
For my sister's love
Big love

Time is so short
Be centered
Be happy
Be light
Be love

Keep the growth journey together
Women Empowerment

A journey of personal growth
Women & Well-being

Freedom & Me

30 August 2012


Today
It's all about FREEDOM & ME
I have given too much of myself away
Now I need to love the inner child within

Who am I ?
Do I know?
Perhaps a completely new definition of myself is needed
Do not be overly critical

It's time to pay attention 
To my own personal needs
Put myself first for a change
Be my own best friend

I need to put aside the 'should'
What is it that I truly want

Reclaim my power
I hold within myself
Amazing potential

Finish the month of August 
With high note
No matter what 

A new resolution
Freedom & Me

Clearing

A big housekeeping
Total turnaround
Make space
For new season
Something to anticipate
With much love
With much joy

Clearing 
Letting go all the things 
That I do not need anymore
One by one 
I am looking at it with awe
It has taken up space and attention
I am gonna to let it go 
Once and for all

It's a new season
I want to make space 
For something exciting
Big
Bold 
A little jazz maybe

A total turnaround
Make space for breathing
A new manifestation 
On what is coming

Antenna For Danger

Meeting with ladies this morning

A business owner in beauty business

That I may be able to help in many ways

We discuss some possibilities

And helping the lady to think big

After 10 years of operation

This may be a good timing of breakthrough

She needs some motivation

To dream again

And find a bigger purpose

Other than money achievement

I love the women empowerment

I always do

This is my deep passion

Besides the deep love for writing

Towards the end

There is a man sitting next to our table

Constantly pay attention to our discussion

When I am on my way to the washroom

The man makes a move and follows me

I was shocked and turnaround

Questioning his intention

Antenna for danger is up

A security guide passes by

The man disappears

It takes me a few minutes to be cool

And ask the security guide to accompany me

For a little while

Just in case the man appears again

For about a minute

I am back to the deep calm again

The antenna for danger is up

For the environment surroundings

For the people passing by

Anything life threatening

Security and safety is number one priority

Be very aware of what is going on

And grateful

When you are protected and blessed

For another beautiful and healthy day

Live larger than yourself

There is a great way of finding your life purpose

Find a great cause that is close to your heart

Another way of giving back to society

Live your meaningful life

This may be the last day on earth

What is it that you want to leave behind

How do you want to be remembered

Besides a beautiful soul

The soul meaning and you

A little to think about

Emotion Is Not Reality

Today

I came across a line

Be Spiritual & Rich

The emotion is not reality

We need to be able to help ourselves

Before helping others

We need to be able to love ourselves

Before loving others

The emotion is not reality

Be aware of the emotion

And the belief about your thoughts

Does it empower you

Or otherwise

How would you like to help yourself

When you know you have the power within you

To control what is going on in your mind

And control your emotion

To make it works for you

When you have all the time in the world

What would you do

You may slow down

To learn something new

To experience new faces & places

To create something close to your heart

To innovate and re-imagine

All the business needs that time and space

All of us need to breathe in fresh air

To find a new perspective

To express and present ourselves to the world

Find that voice

The world is waiting

Is my message

When you enjoy something with deep love

Never again in your life

You are in search of something meaningful

You are called for higher purpose

To share your message

Each and everyday

With deep passion & love

Something so close to your heart

With your voice

The world is waiting

The Secret

Beautiful September

I remember it was 2 years ago

During this time

I was cruising at the Mediterranean

From Rome to Barcelona

It changed my life ever

Because this is 'The Secret' comes true

Last year

During this time

I was cruising in Mediterranean

From Istanbul to Venice

I was very sick on the second day

Very bad cough and fever in my entire life

Being bullied by a group of Chinese community

Mental stress and emotional stress

I promise myself not again

Again

September is around the corner

I promise myself this time

To experience the beauty of a new season

Be happy and deep peace is my everyday goal

I do not want to compromise

For anything less than that

Whatever I do

Do it wholeheartedly

Whenever I love

Love it unconditionally

If I live

Live it like there is no tomorrow

The Secret

Be very careful what you wish for

It comes at the Universe's timing

It may be faster than you think

Right now

I am love

I am joy

I am outrageous

I am grateful

I am

Right Here Waiting

Home sweet home

Is always at the center of my heart

I give permission to the little girl

To be free

To rebel

To create

To experience

To feel

For the last 24 months

She was free like a little bird

Now she is running away

I am looking for her restlessly

Just hoping she will open up to me

What bothers her

What makes her heart aches

What makes her soul cries

I am here to love her

With full listening heart

No judgement

Baby

I know you are tired

You want a place to rest your heart and soul

I am doing my very best

To create a home for you

It will be a major restructuring

And many baggages to go

Clearing and clearing

After more than 10 years

I make you cramp into the wild imagination

Space is such a luxury in your mind

I hope you come home soon

Know that I am waiting for you

Patiently and lovingly

Welcome you home

I want to pay attention

To your dream

To your passion

To your purpose

To your plan

Come home baby

I am right here waiting

New day

New being

New dream

Fear knocked at the door

Faith answered

No one was there

Right here waiting

You will be back

Stronger and bigger

And be outrageous again

Faithfully so

Beautiful Love

If you want to change the world love a man; really love him
Choose the one whose soul calls to yours clearly who sees you; who is brave enough to be afraid
Accept his hand and guide him gently to your hearts blood
Where he can feel your warmth upon him and rest there
And burn his heavy load in your fires

Look into his eyes look deep within and see what lies dormant or awake or shy or expectant there
Look into his eyes and see there his fathers and grandfathers and all the wars and madness their spirits fought in some distant land, some distant time

Look upon their pains and struggles and torments and guilt; without judgment
And let it all go
Feel into his ancestral burden
And know that what he seeks is safe refuge in you
Let him melt in your steady gaze
And know that you need not mirror that rage
Because you have a womb, a sweet, deep gateway to wash and renew old wounds

If you want to change the world love a man, really love him
Sit before him, in the full majesty of your woman in the breath of your vulnerability
In the play of your child innocence in the depths of your death
Flowering invitation, softly yielding, allowing his power as a man
To step forward towards you…and swim in the Earth’s womb, in silent knowing, together
And when he retreats…because he will…flees in fear to his cave…
Gather your grandmothers around you…envelope in their wisdoms
Hear their gentle shusshhhed whispers, calm your frightened girls’ heart
Urging you to be still…and wait patiently for his return
Sit and sing by his door, a song of remembrance, that he may be soothed, once more

If you want to change the world, love a man, really love him
Do not coax out his little boy
With guiles and wiles and seduction and trickery
Only to lure him…to a web of destruction
To a place of chaos and hatred
More terrible than any war fought by his brothers
This is not feminine this is revenge
This is the poison of the twisted lines
Of the abuse of the ages, the rape of our world
And this gives no power to woman it reduces her as she cuts off his balls
And it kills us all
And whether his mother held him or could not
Show him the true mother now
Hold him and guide him in your grace and your depth
Smoldering in the center of the Earth’s core
Do not punish him for his wounds that you think don’t meet your needs or criteria
Cry for him sweet rivers
Bleed it all back home

If you want to change the world love a man, really love him
Love him enough to be naked and free
Love him enough to open your body and soul to the cycle of birth and of death
And thank him for the opportunity
As you dance together through the raging winds and silent woods
Be brave enough to be fragile and let him drink in the soft, heady petals of your being
Let him know he can hold you stand up and protect you
Fall back into his arms and trust him to catch you
Even if you’ve been dropped a thousand times before
Teach him how to surrender by surrendering yourself
And merge into the sweet nothing, of this worlds’ heart

If you want to change the world, love a man, really love him
Encourage him, feed him, allow him, hear him, hold him, heal him
And you, in turn, will be nourished and supported and protected
By strong arms and clear thoughts and focused arrows
Because he can, if you let him, be all that you dream

If you want to love a man, love yourself, love your father
Love your brother, your son, your ex-partner; from the first boy you kissed,
To the last one you wept over
Give thanks for the gifts; of your unraveling to this meeting
Of the one who stands before you now
And find in him the seed to all that’s new and solar
A seed that you can feed to help direct the planting
To grow a new world, together
~Anonymous~

 

Running Away

A little girl

Is running away

Crying

In sorrow

In grief

In pain

And lost

I am running after her

Not so close

Not so far

Need a distance

Need some space

When you cool down

Come to me baby

You do not have to be afraid

You are absolutely accepted as you are

When the world rejects you

I will fully and genuinely embrace you

As who you are

Go and run

Run as far as you can

And as far as you wish

I will keep you close at sight

Go where your heart desires

Expand beyond your senses

When you cool down

Come to me baby

Let me fully embrace you

Say nothing

Let your greatness shines

I can fully appreciate

You do not need any approval

I give you all my love

To be who you are

Running away

And remember your way back home

Someone is waiting

Someone is searching

Someone is missing

Someone is caring

Someone is loving

Remember to come home baby

Let me bring you somewhere else

If I may

A path of spiritual growth

A path of meaning and purpose

A path of love and joy

Healing

By now

I just need to love myself

To find the little girl that has run away

A girl with a dream

She was being abandon, beaten and hurt deeply

As if she is not good enough

As if she is not loved enough

As if she is being rejected

As if something is not right with her

A lot of inner healing work to do

To reconnect with the lost soul at the deeper level

I need to give her full attention, affection & appreciation

I need to fully embrace and accept her

For all the good, the bad and the ugly

and all the imperfection

She is just doing her very best 

to love deeply

to love unconditionally 

to love genuinely

Sometimes she feels that 

she does not belong to this world

Being aware of what is going on

it also brings to her awareness

the emotional pains that she needs to feel deeply

as she gives the world 

the whole heart of herself

and does not hold back

She has strong belief that 

if it is worth doing, 

she will give 1000% 

and see how far it could go

Her own standard obviously creates some pain

for the unfavorable result

She is running away right now

She is back to the nature

She is hiding

She is reflecting

She is taking it all

She is strong

She will be back

Bigger & stronger

I care for her every moment

I need to be at her side

I need to do what she wants me to do

I need to love her

Unconditionally

And she is born with many gifts

I believe so

I never give up on her

She needs time and space

I am with her now

She will be outrageous again

Healing

Takes a little time

When you really love deep

Returning Center

Returning to the deep center

Working on the alignment

You are strongly rooted

Following your heart

Is the answer

You are courageous

You are strong

To do what is right

Facing all the possible consequences

All is done

Returning to the deep center

Working on your alignment

Stormy weather is back to normal

You see the smiling sunshine now

Proud of every tough decision

Guided by strong principles and values

You are who you are

And grateful for all

All is done now

Chapter closed

Never again

Come close to this energy

All is done now

If you ever understand

What is your life message

And how you want to show up in the world

Your voice is waiting

For a new way of expression

All the insignificant faces will drop out

All the immaterial matter will slip away

Your voice is the focus

Returning to the center

Something new is coming

All is done now

Thank you

Thank you

Thank you

The End