Healing

By now

I just need to love myself

To find the little girl that has run away

A girl with a dream

She was being abandon, beaten and hurt deeply

As if she is not good enough

As if she is not loved enough

As if she is being rejected

As if something is not right with her

A lot of inner healing work to do

To reconnect with the lost soul at the deeper level

I need to give her full attention, affection & appreciation

I need to fully embrace and accept her

For all the good, the bad and the ugly

and all the imperfection

She is just doing her very best 

to love deeply

to love unconditionally 

to love genuinely

Sometimes she feels that 

she does not belong to this world

Being aware of what is going on

it also brings to her awareness

the emotional pains that she needs to feel deeply

as she gives the world 

the whole heart of herself

and does not hold back

She has strong belief that 

if it is worth doing, 

she will give 1000% 

and see how far it could go

Her own standard obviously creates some pain

for the unfavorable result

She is running away right now

She is back to the nature

She is hiding

She is reflecting

She is taking it all

She is strong

She will be back

Bigger & stronger

I care for her every moment

I need to be at her side

I need to do what she wants me to do

I need to love her

Unconditionally

And she is born with many gifts

I believe so

I never give up on her

She needs time and space

I am with her now

She will be outrageous again

Healing

Takes a little time

When you really love deep