Hidden Pain

By now 
You should know 
I do not really wanted to spend time with you
You are typically judgmental
Your ego goes off to the roof
That is a hidden pain
I wanted to tell you the truth


By now 
You should know 
I do not really wanted you to know
You are typically pessimistic
Your mind is critical on every possibility
That is a hidden pain
I wanted to tell you the truth


Please leave me alone
If I do not see you often
Please do open and learn
That I wanted my time alone


By now 
You should know 
I do not really wanted to spend time with you
You could keep your cool
You could make your fool
That is a hidden pain
I wanted to tell you the truth


By now 
You should know 
I do not really wanted to make time for you
You could make up all the excuse
You could replace all the shoes
That is a hidden pain 
I wanted to tell you the truth


Hidden pain
It has grown day by day
You do not believe in my dream
I gotta let you loose 
Don't fail me


Hidden pain
It has grown year by year
You do not believe in my life's work
I gotta let you drown
Don't fail me


By now 
You should know 
I make it a choice
That is a hidden pain
I do not have time for you
Don't fail me
I gotta let you torn