They Are All History

Give me little space
Leave me alone
I want to cry
Don't ask me why


Call it the end
Call it the beginning
A new season must commence
Leaving all the toxic souls behind


Give me little strength
By remembering 
Your love
I will try


One breath at a time
My tears will dry
No more sorry 
They are all history


Be here 
Be now
Be alive
Write your own little story
Riding through all stormy weathers
You will thrive


Give me little space
Leave me alone
No more sorry 
They are all history

Soul Damage

The world is beyond cruelty
My soul is damaged
My wing is broken
It hurts me so much
I couldn't fly


Never give up hope
If letting go and letting go 
Is the only way to go 
I can heal my soul
I can heal my wing


Never again 
We will cross path
And please never again
We will say hello
If sacrificing others
Keep you survive
I hope you could strive 


The world is beyond cruelty
I forgive you 
I forgive myself
The damage soul
Needs time to heal

Last Breath

My love
Please hold me 
If this is my last breath
I want you to know 
I love you


My love 
Please hold me
If this is my last breath
Just hold me tight
Do not leave for a second


If this is my last moment
I want you to know 
If my heartbeat could continue
If I leave my body for good
Everything comes to the end
Nothing matter anymore
Only love


My love 
Please hold me
Do not say a word
Let love in 
Sink in silence


My love
Please be strong
Promise to carry on your voice
Let it out loud
The world is waiting


I will be watching over you
I will be protecting you
I will be giving you tons of blessings
I will be taking away your fear and worry
Only love and light
You will shine through
You will stand strong
You will smile again


My love 
I love you

Time Out

Time stops suddenly

I catch you

Something beautiful

Something enlightening

Something uplifting

Something soothing

Without this

Nothing matters

Time stops

I couldn't breath

Painful body

Painful heart

Painful soul

Little attack from many direction

All pointing fingers

Power struggle

Time out

Time out

Time out

Emotional trance

Beautiful transition

I remember a little moment

I am powerful beyond words

Because I know you love

And you care

Emotional trance

Painful transition

I remember a little moment

All the power struggle

Because I don't care

I don't need it

Time out

Time out

Time out

I choose time out

Not an exit

But move on

Time out

Time out

Time out

A Little Child

A little child

Remember you are so much loved

When you are really young

You are pampered in many ways

Family and friends

And many loved ones

Far and near

They just loved you

A little child

If you want to cry

Please do not hold back

Let it out

I will just be there for you

Still loving you for who you are

And who you have slowly evolving into

Nothing change

Please be soft with yourself

Losing the loved ones and closed ones

It almost take away all your life meaning

You lost something you have been fighting for

You lost something you have been always proud of

Are you not seeing what hurts you

Are you not listening what kills you

Are you not learning what gives you pain

Are you doing more of the same

Trusting and trusting

Looking for good fight spiritually

Can you be soft to yourself

Letting go and letting go

See if this could add to your edge

Clear your schedule

Off the duty

Close file

Only focus on what matters

To live freely

To love deeply

A little child

I hear your heart's deepest desire

I will hold you hand

I will hug you

I will kiss you

I will love you

I will take away all your fear

I will just love you no matter what

Spiritual Closure

It's a promise
For myself
I must do it
I must finish strong


It's a commitment
For myself
I must do it
No matter what


It's a character
For myself
I must do it
Without this you are nothing


It's a passion
I didn't know 
I must do it
The spirit will flow through and to me


It's love
For myself
I must do it
This turns out to be a healing journey


I did not know 
How I get it started 
My soul has a message
Wanted to be heard
To be felt and traveled 
Far and near
To the right souls and hearts
Who are open 
Who are true 
Who are genuine
Who believe 
And trust 
In the unknown 
And many unknown
See things with new eyes
The most important thing is 
The trust in me


You may know know 
The tears
The worries
The fears
The sleepless nights
The intensity
The love in it


Remembering your love
Breathing deep and long
You give me strength
One moment at a time
This is all for you
Total dedication 
You know who you are


I promise
I commit
I must deliver
I must do it
With the highest standard
With the highest spirit
Because I know 
This is exactly 
What you are supposed to do
What you are meant to be


It's an appreciation 
For myself
I must do it 
For spiritual closure


It's an experience
For myself
I must do it
For another opening


It's an end
For myself
I must do it
Searching for the truth


Call it 
The End
It's a promise
No more

Sono Luminus

Listen to the song you sent
It is so beautiful
I am touched
And grateful


Search nowhere for love
It's within us 
The power
The love
I will embrace you
With open heart

                                                  Erasure  >>>  Sono Luminus

I never thought that I would reach you

Though I've been searching for oh so many years

This place I am seems unfamiliar

But there's a light to break through all my fears

Still, time and time again

I'm looking for the love

The one that can inspire

Lift me higher

High as heaven can be

Sono luminus

Love is here

Where it always will be

Deep inside of us

I'm looking out into the distance

The sound of thunder is rolling in my head

The sky is stretching out before me

Thanks for today, everything is blessed

So here we go again

Searching for the truth

Until the twelfth of never

Lift me higher (Higher)

High as heaven can be

Sono luminus

(Love can move a mountain)

(Yes there's nothing that it can't do)

Love is here

Where it always will be

Deep inside of us

(Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

Lift me higher (Higher) (Love can move a mountain) 

High as heaven can be (Yes there's nothing that it can't do)

Sono luminus

(Love can move a mountain)

(Yes there's nothing that it can't do)

Love is here (Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

Where it always will be

Deep inside of us

(Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

Lift me higher (Higher) (Love can move a mountain) 

High as heaven can be (Yes there's nothing that it can't do)

Sono luminus (Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

(Love can move a mountain)

(Yes there's nothing that it can't do)

(Love can move a mountain)

(Yes there's nothing that it can't do)

(Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

(Love can move a mountain)

(Yes there's nothing that it can't do)

(Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

(Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

Lift me higher (Higher)

High as heaven can be

Sono luminus

(Love can move a mountain)

(Yes there's nothing that it can't do)

Love is here (Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

Where it always will be

Sono luminus

(Love can move a mountain)

(Yes there's nothing that it can't do)

(Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

(Love can move a mountain)

(Yes there's nothing that it can't do)

(Love will fill the darkness when you're gone)

I never thought that I would reach you

Feels like the road's been going on for miles

Don't have to write or even see you

Cause there's a light burning on the inside

Still, time and time again

Looking for the love

The one that can inspire

Lift me higher

High as heaven can be

Our love is super love

Fly robin fly

Wherever you are

Saint or sinner be strong

Sono Luminus

Lift me higher

High as heaven can be

Our love is super love

Burn baby burn

Sono luminus (Where are you) (Where are you)

Sono luminus (Where are you) (Where are you)

(Where)

Something Beautiful

You tell me
You love life
Your little love story
Your little sadness
Your little pain
Your little loss
Your emotional journey


You tell me 
You love ocean
Your little creation
Your little dream
Your little passion
Your little smile
Your gift of life


I forget 
What love feels like
What love looks like
My dear friend
My soul is touched
My spirit is moved 
I want more


I cannot tell you what is it
You make the little girl within
Cries hard in her heart
It takes so much courage
To conquer the fear
She learns to open heart
She learns to let go fear
She learns to hold on tight
She learns to trust again
What is something beautiful 


Your little story
Her little world
Something beautiful


A little magic
She wants more
Something beautiful

Life is A Black Ocean

Have you ever seen a Black Ocean?

Full of mystery

Life is a Black Ocean

It knows your heart's deepest desire

The deepest hunger of soul purpose

You have a voice

The world is waiting for you

Be bold

Be naked

Be genuine

Be authentic

Be original

It's your signature

Life is a Black Ocean

When you think you have given it all

When you know

Deep inside your heart

You have a song to sing

You have a voice to express

You want to go strong

Life is a Black Ocean

It's the darkest

Coming close to dawn

Going Against The River

How do I get here?

A little decision by decision

One at a time

Is this what I want?

Very much against the river

What is it that I am not seeing?

What is it that I am not listening?

Going against the river

Is very much the journey of a spiritual warrior

What am I fighting for

What am I willing to risk my life for

What is the meaning of my work

What legacy am I creating

I almost stop my breathing

in the middle of the night

In my meditation

I remember

This is the first time

I am so consciously about my breathing

And do nothing else

Within the breathing

I reconnect with myself

Without the breathing

Everything stop

In my stillness

I feel deep and strong

For my essence and presence

I am sorry

I apologize to myself

How do I get here

I almost forget

Can I go back

Can I do things differently

What about now

What is the best way forward

I need to feel my way

Back home

Today

I almost stop breathing

Pay attention

It is getting serious

What could I do differently

How would I live differently

What is my life meaning now

Going against the river

Put everything aside

Follow the divinity within

Back home

Emotional Connection

Few days ago

Met a great contact

A very successful woman

Someone who does not believe in marketing

Do nothing about marketing

Yet she is able to do export business

to more than 35 countries

To open retail shops

To create a name for herself

To own multiple properties

across the region

Wow

She must be so blessed

in many ways

First few minutes

I think there is no business going on

Can't even think about an angle to work with

And do not want to appear too aggressive

Only free flow of what the spirit wants me to be

It is not even a branding work

She is doing well

And need no help at all


I give her my heart
Only deep and conscious listening
It's the fear factor 
She does not want to go big 
She does not want to lose control
She is happy with now
Very good

We talk about life and healing

The inspiration

The empowerment

The women

Suddenly there is an opening

An emotional connection

Of what it could possibly be

Bang

That's it

I leave the meeting with open book

Two days later

Her assistant asks me for proposal

On the possibility of delivering a solution

To what might seem a short term

And a medium term on

Holistic marketing action plan

Wow

Be your own light

Let others shine

You are part of their light

At some point in time

It does not matter really

Light connects light

Makes the world a better place

A stronger empowerment

A stronger inspiration

A stronger woman

A stronger light

I Had It Enough

Today is Friday

This is not a normal week day

Working towards a beautiful weekend

I am wrapping some of the work

And ready to move on

My soul tells me

I had it enough

It is important to know

The difference of 'giving up'

and 'I had it enough'

This morning

To kick off the wrapping work

That is a strong message

I had it enough

10 minutes later

Some annoying voice tells me

I had it enough

Another 10 minutes later

A bitch shouts at me

I had it more than enough

That is the point of no turning back

I deliver my promise

I execute my commitment and plan

I am done

What remains of significance and meaning

I believe it will be manifested in time

The collection becomes a legacy

Where with the higher intention

Your work could actually bring others

To the new horizon

To their emotional breakthrough

To their healing

I remind myself

To be aware

Knowing I had more than enough

I remain curious to explore

New adventure and new heights

Life is full of mystery

That inner strength

Keeps me alive

I had it enough

Time to move on

Point of no turning back