Going Against The River

How do I get here?

A little decision by decision

One at a time

Is this what I want?

Very much against the river

What is it that I am not seeing?

What is it that I am not listening?

Going against the river

Is very much the journey of a spiritual warrior

What am I fighting for

What am I willing to risk my life for

What is the meaning of my work

What legacy am I creating

I almost stop my breathing

in the middle of the night

In my meditation

I remember

This is the first time

I am so consciously about my breathing

And do nothing else

Within the breathing

I reconnect with myself

Without the breathing

Everything stop

In my stillness

I feel deep and strong

For my essence and presence

I am sorry

I apologize to myself

How do I get here

I almost forget

Can I go back

Can I do things differently

What about now

What is the best way forward

I need to feel my way

Back home

Today

I almost stop breathing

Pay attention

It is getting serious

What could I do differently

How would I live differently

What is my life meaning now

Going against the river

Put everything aside

Follow the divinity within

Back home