Blue Inspiration In The Now

Blue Inspiration In The Now

30 August 2012

Taking a Break

Is my inspiration

I am home 
In a foreign land
With family

Taking a break 
For myself
For my inner child
She wants to be loved 
And seeking inspiration 
With new eyes

Is a beautiful season 
Taking a break 
Is just so love so right 

Clearing space
Clearing agenda
Clearing mind
I am free like a bird
That is so me

Women Empowerment

For my sister's love
Big love

Time is so short
Be centered
Be happy
Be light
Be love

Keep the growth journey together
Women Empowerment

A journey of personal growth
Women & Well-being

Freedom & Me

30 August 2012

It's all about FREEDOM & ME
I have given too much of myself away
Now I need to love the inner child within

Who am I ?
Do I know?
Perhaps a completely new definition of myself is needed
Do not be overly critical

It's time to pay attention 
To my own personal needs
Put myself first for a change
Be my own best friend

I need to put aside the 'should'
What is it that I truly want

Reclaim my power
I hold within myself
Amazing potential

Finish the month of August 
With high note
No matter what 

A new resolution
Freedom & Me

28 August 2012


A big housekeeping
Total turnaround
Make space
For new season
Something to anticipate
With much love
With much joy

Letting go all the things 
That I do not need anymore
One by one 
I am looking at it with awe
It has taken up space and attention
I am gonna to let it go 
Once and for all

It's a new season
I want to make space 
For something exciting
A little jazz maybe

A total turnaround
Make space for breathing
A new manifestation 
On what is coming

Antenna For Danger

Meeting with ladies this morning
A business owner in beauty business
That I may be able to help in many ways
We discuss some possibilities
And helping the lady to think big
After 10 years of operation
This may be a good timing of breakthrough
She needs some motivation
To dream again
And find a bigger purpose
Other than money achievement
I love the women empowerment
I always do
This is my deep passion
Besides the deep love for writing

Towards the end
There is a man sitting next to our table
Constantly pay attention to our discussion
When I am on my way to the washroom
The man makes a move and follows me
I was shocked and turnaround
Questioning his intention
Antenna for danger is up
A security guide passes by
The man disappears
It takes me a few minutes to be cool
And ask the security guide to accompany me
For a little while
Just in case the man appears again
For about a minute
I am back to the deep calm again

The antenna for danger is up
For the environment surroundings
For the people passing by
Anything life threatening
Security and safety is number one priority
Be very aware of what is going on

And grateful
When you are protected and blessed
For another beautiful and healthy day

Live larger than yourself
There is a great way of finding your life purpose
Find a great cause that is close to your heart
Another way of giving back to society
Live your meaningful life
This may be the last day on earth
What is it that you want to leave behind
How do you want to be remembered
Besides a beautiful soul
The soul meaning and you
A little to think about

Emotion Is Not Reality

I came across a line
Be Spiritual & Rich
The emotion is not reality
We need to be able to help ourselves
Before helping others
We need to be able to love ourselves
Before loving others
The emotion is not reality
Be aware of the emotion
And the belief about your thoughts
Does it empower you
Or otherwise
How would you like to help yourself
When you know you have the power within you
To control what is going on in your mind
And control your emotion
To make it works for you

When you have all the time in the world
What would you do
You may slow down
To learn something new
To experience new faces & places
To create something close to your heart
To innovate and re-imagine
All the business needs that time and space
All of us need to breathe in fresh air
To find a new perspective
To express and present ourselves to the world

Find that voice
The world is waiting
Is my message

When you enjoy something with deep love
Never again in your life
You are in search of something meaningful
You are called for higher purpose
To share your message
Each and everyday
With deep passion & love
Something so close to your heart
With your voice
The world is waiting

26 August 2012

The Secret

Beautiful September
I remember it was 2 years ago
During this time
I was cruising at the Mediterranean
From Rome to Barcelona
It changed my life ever
Because this is 'The Secret' comes true

Last year
During this time
I was cruising in Mediterranean
From Istanbul to Venice
I was very sick on the second day
Very bad cough and fever in my entire life
Being bullied by a group of Chinese community
Mental stress and emotional stress
I promise myself not again

September is around the corner
I promise myself this time
To experience the beauty of a new season
Be happy and deep peace is my everyday goal
I do not want to compromise
For anything less than that
Whatever I do
Do it wholeheartedly
Whenever I love
Love it unconditionally
If I live
Live it like there is no tomorrow

The Secret
Be very careful what you wish for
It comes at the Universe's timing
It may be faster than you think

Right now
I am love
I am joy
I am outrageous
I am grateful

I am

Right Here Waiting

Home sweet home
Is always at the center of my heart
I give permission to the little girl
To be free
To rebel
To create
To experience
To feel

For the last 24 months
She was free like a little bird
Now she is running away
I am looking for her restlessly
Just hoping she will open up to me
What bothers her
What makes her heart aches
What makes her soul cries
I am here to love her
With full listening heart
No judgement

I know you are tired
You want a place to rest your heart and soul
I am doing my very best
To create a home for you
It will be a major restructuring
And many baggages to go
Clearing and clearing
After more than 10 years
I make you cramp into the wild imagination
Space is such a luxury in your mind

I hope you come home soon
Know that I am waiting for you
Patiently and lovingly
Welcome you home
I want to pay attention
To your dream
To your passion
To your purpose
To your plan
Come home baby
I am right here waiting

New day
New being
New dream

Fear knocked at the door
Faith answered
No one was there

Right here waiting
You will be back
Stronger and bigger
And be outrageous again
Faithfully so

24 August 2012

Beautiful Love

If you want to change the world love a man; really love him
Choose the one whose soul calls to yours clearly who sees you; who is brave enough to be afraid
Accept his hand and guide him gently to your hearts blood
Where he can feel your warmth upon him and rest there
And burn his heavy load in your fires
Look into his eyes look deep within and see what lies dormant or awake or shy or expectant there
Look into his eyes and see there his fathers and grandfathers and all the wars and madness their spirits fought in some distant land, some distant time

Look upon their pains and struggles and torments and guilt; without judgment
And let it all go
Feel into his ancestral burden
And know that what he seeks is safe refuge in you
Let him melt in your steady gaze
And know that you need not mirror that rage
Because you have a womb, a sweet, deep gateway to wash and renew old wounds

If you want to change the world love a man, really love him
Sit before him, in the full majesty of your woman in the breath of your vulnerability
In the play of your child innocence in the depths of your death
Flowering invitation, softly yielding, allowing his power as a man
To step forward towards you…and swim in the Earth’s womb, in silent knowing, together
And when he retreats…because he will…flees in fear to his cave…
Gather your grandmothers around you…envelope in their wisdoms
Hear their gentle shusshhhed whispers, calm your frightened girls’ heart
Urging you to be still…and wait patiently for his return
Sit and sing by his door, a song of remembrance, that he may be soothed, once more

If you want to change the world, love a man, really love him
Do not coax out his little boy
With guiles and wiles and seduction and trickery
Only to lure him…to a web of destruction
To a place of chaos and hatred
More terrible than any war fought by his brothers
This is not feminine this is revenge
This is the poison of the twisted lines
Of the abuse of the ages, the rape of our world
And this gives no power to woman it reduces her as she cuts off his balls
And it kills us all
And whether his mother held him or could not
Show him the true mother now
Hold him and guide him in your grace and your depth
Smoldering in the center of the Earth’s core
Do not punish him for his wounds that you think don’t meet your needs or criteria
Cry for him sweet rivers
Bleed it all back home

If you want to change the world love a man, really love him
Love him enough to be naked and free
Love him enough to open your body and soul to the cycle of birth and of death
And thank him for the opportunity
As you dance together through the raging winds and silent woods
Be brave enough to be fragile and let him drink in the soft, heady petals of your being
Let him know he can hold you stand up and protect you
Fall back into his arms and trust him to catch you
Even if you’ve been dropped a thousand times before
Teach him how to surrender by surrendering yourself
And merge into the sweet nothing, of this worlds’ heart

If you want to change the world, love a man, really love him
Encourage him, feed him, allow him, hear him, hold him, heal him
And you, in turn, will be nourished and supported and protected
By strong arms and clear thoughts and focused arrows
Because he can, if you let him, be all that you dream

If you want to love a man, love yourself, love your father
Love your brother, your son, your ex-partner; from the first boy you kissed,
To the last one you wept over
Give thanks for the gifts; of your unraveling to this meeting
Of the one who stands before you now
And find in him the seed to all that’s new and solar
A seed that you can feed to help direct the planting
To grow a new world, together

Running Away

A little girl
Is running away
In sorrow
In grief
In pain
And lost

I am running after her
Not so close
Not so far
Need a distance
Need some space

When you cool down
Come to me baby
You do not have to be afraid
You are absolutely accepted as you are
When the world rejects you
I will fully and genuinely embrace you
As who you are

Go and run
Run as far as you can
And as far as you wish
I will keep you close at sight
Go where your heart desires
Expand beyond your senses

When you cool down
Come to me baby
Let me fully embrace you
Say nothing
Let your greatness shines
I can fully appreciate
You do not need any approval
I give you all my love
To be who you are

Running away
And remember your way back home
Someone is waiting
Someone is searching
Someone is missing
Someone is caring
Someone is loving
Remember to come home baby

Let me bring you somewhere else
If I may
A path of spiritual growth
A path of meaning and purpose
A path of love and joy

23 August 2012


By now
I just need to love myself

To find the little girl that has run away
A girl with a dream
She was being abandon, beaten and hurt deeply
As if she is not good enough
As if she is not loved enough
As if she is being rejected
As if something is not right with her
A lot of inner healing work to do
To reconnect with the lost soul at the deeper level

I need to give her full attention, affection & appreciation
I need to fully embrace and accept her
For all the good, the bad and the ugly
and all the imperfection
She is just doing her very best 
to love deeply
to love unconditionally 
to love genuinely
Sometimes she feels that 
she does not belong to this world
Being aware of what is going on
it also brings to her awareness
the emotional pains that she needs to feel deeply
as she gives the world 
the whole heart of herself
and does not hold back

She has strong belief that 
if it is worth doing, 
she will give 1000% 
and see how far it could go
Her own standard obviously creates some pain
for the unfavorable result

She is running away right now
She is back to the nature
She is hiding
She is reflecting
She is taking it all
She is strong
She will be back
Bigger & stronger

I care for her every moment
I need to be at her side
I need to do what she wants me to do
I need to love her
And she is born with many gifts
I believe so
I never give up on her
She needs time and space
I am with her now
She will be outrageous again

Takes a little time
When you really love deep

22 August 2012

Returning Center

Returning to the deep center
Working on the alignment
You are strongly rooted
Following your heart
Is the answer
You are courageous
You are strong
To do what is right
Facing all the possible consequences
All is done

Returning to the deep center
Working on your alignment
Stormy weather is back to normal
You see the smiling sunshine now
Proud of every tough decision
Guided by strong principles and values
You are who you are
And grateful for all

All is done now
Chapter closed
Never again
Come close to this energy

All is done now
If you ever understand
What is your life message
And how you want to show up in the world
Your voice is waiting
For a new way of expression
All the insignificant faces will drop out
All the immaterial matter will slip away
Your voice is the focus

Returning to the center
Something new is coming

All is done now
Thank you
Thank you
Thank you

The End